when I decided to start writing to publish them for the world to read. I started this blog when Sahil writes. But just after making this blog website or even before choosing a domain. I feel scared.
Yes, I was encouraged by my friends to start writing, I am just a boy who never liked studying literature in school. But right now, I feel like this is something I want to do. This is something I wanna show to the world. This is something I dared to dream about. But at the same time, I am scared. I am scared of what will happen. Whether someone will read this or not. When someone like my writing style or not because I never actually loved writing formally or in a formal format.
If I try to look a few years back I see a boy who always got scolded by his Hindi teachers or even slapped multiple times because of grammatical mistakes, spellings etc, well that was the same story with my English teacher as well. But Hindi for me is always the language in which I can always express myself. I always wanted someone to share the feeling I tried to put in my writings. But no one ever understood that. Not even teachers and not even my friends. And seriously speaking I have the worst handwriting in the world. And at the same time, I grew up in a family that always loved poetries, books, stories, mysteries. Wow! right, maybe the god was teasing me as well. But due to all the "special attention" by my Hindi teachers, I started believing like I hate writing, books and all which also u can see in my handwriting thankfully.

When I changed my school, I think that was the best thing that ever happened to me seriously I met a Hindi teacher Mr Pramod sir who was blind but he was the first person who saw feelings, emotions, stories that I always wanted to portray through my writing (sounds crazy right!) I don't know how!. I even remember what he said "Sahil AAP bohot acha likhte ho! Aise hi, likhte rho beta aur thodi si galtiya hai apki Hindi me apki grammer me but aapne bohot acha likha" and then he gave me hug. A warm hug but that was a wow moment. As the year changed I meet another Hindi teacher, Mrs pooja. And u won't believe what happened at that time. She scolded me because I wrote so well but ruined all the thing with my grammer mistake. She said you could have score full marks but your handwriting and grammer mistakes ruined everything. And she was angry because of that and I was laughing silently. I was happy that someone understood me. Maybe that was the time when I focused more on portraying my feeling through my writing and then I started writing Shayari as well. Ok, that was just to impress girls and that didn't work out. Later after school, I tried my best writing poetries, Shayari, sketches, novel, etc and as well as to post them on Instagram which was like bursting the bubble of shyness I created for I don't know why I am shy. I am just an introvert who likes to express better with writing than saying actually.
I got many compliments from my teachers, friends, strangers, music teachers etc.
And now I am here trying to get the courage to start writing on my blog. I don't even know. I will even post this or not but ya I am here because I like expressing, I like imaging now with a little help of yours I want you to experience that too with me.

I think this is the magic of the life that changes everyone and makes them what they deserve to be what they wanted to be, all one needs is a little confidence and determination to achieve something and life will take you there for sure. That is what transformed a shy, silent boy who hated books and writing to a blogger who wanna express everything we feel so that others can feel a little magic. He always experiences.
So, yes that is why I decided to write and started this blog
When Sahil Write
-a blog of life-